Hi. It's me. My account has been inactive for so long except for occasional posts for compliance's sake. I want to pour out everything, the essence of being me. A lot of things are happening right now. Oftentimes I feel like I'm looking at the world from the outside. Oftentimes I wonder am I even part of all these? The world is so noisy and so fast. Please stop it. I want to get off. I want to stay still.

I feel so stretched and constricted. I've been used and abused. Everything seems mundane. Where's the spark? Where's the thrill? Day in and day out, I do the same things. If I fail to do one thing, somebody's bound to get mad or worse. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of being strong but I have no choice because if I stop being that, then I stop being me.

I may be a warrior, but warriors need to rest, too. Just for a moment, please let me escape. I want to feel total freedom and abandonment. I want to be anonymous. I want to flee. I want to be free. I don't want to keep up these fronts. I'm tired of playing roles just to please everybody. Just for a moment, may I be selfish? May I focus on just being me? May I take care of myself first? May I crush this facade and take off these yards of brocade?

I'm not even talking about work here. Work, although neccesary, is the least of my concerns. I'm talking about my well being. Can somebody relate? Can somebody tell me what to do? Give me direction?

I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired. That's why I am taking steps to make things better. Cut the melodrama and crap, I'm taking things in my hands. I've neglected myself for so long, it's about time I do something about it.

Pardon the incoherent ramblings. I just want to scream. I want to get away from it all...

Nobody understands... This is a trap. Stop the world. I'm getting off...

The Princess has spoken 1:36 PM
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Today's your day... Thank you for the gift of life and memories... For roots and wings... For eternity...

Happy Araw ng Davao!

The Princess has spoken 5:32 PM
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Hey you! Yes you... you had the guts to steal my url.. Kilala kita... I'm so gonna bring you down. Don't worry. It won't be soon. After all, you are just a mere pawn. I might not even acknowledge your participation in this whole mess. Sayang lang siguro effort ko kasi you are nothing... I will be redeemed, itaga mo yan sa bato... Karma is just around the corner...

The Princess has spoken 9:25 AM
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